Work!

Since I've been unemployed for about a month now. I've been in search of jobs everyday and night before I go to bed. I don't know if it's even considered a nightmare but lately I've been dreaming about working. I looked it up in the dream dictionary to find out that I'm stressed out about the time in my life and situation I'm having at the moment with my career and life. Wanting change and stressed to find out what I want to do with my life. I should take a break from job hunting since I'm dreaming and stressing about it. A friend recently told me that his work received 6200 applications for just one admin position. He expects the economy will go on like this til Q1 of next yr. I am enjoying my time off so far but at the same time I am missing work. I don't know what to do.

Woke up crying...

I was in a school setting. I went to see this female doctor often for my checkups. I remember the doctor offered me a job to be her personal office assistant knowing that I had gotten laid off from my previous job. She asked for me to start the next day to help out with some things and prepare for my interview with her department head. So I came in the next day, helped out in the office with another girl that was working there. I come out and walk through this narrow path towards the doctor and these group of people. Suddenly this man is walking up the the same path and was giving me a disappointed look. To the left of me were 2 chairs, and the man commented, "This is not looking good, you will not do so well." Then he gave me a "you're useless" look face. Then it was time for the interview. I went to sit down alone at the table near the back of the room which looked like a cafeteria. There were a lot of people and it was very noisy. Up walked an older man in a suit who sits next to me. He appeared to be the department head and started the interviewing process and asked me what experience I had in the Media industry which was completely unrelated to the position. I replied screaming my response to him that I've worked for YouTube in the past and Google AdSense and explained what I did. Then the mean man walks in towards our table with the female doctor. At that moment I just felt really sad. How someone can be so mean and say mean things to a stranger he never even met and started judging me. Saying things that I can't do the job, terrible, etc. I responded respectfully and teary eyed that I've been laid off, just trying to find a job to support myself, do you want to beat me down while I am still down? You're right, I have nothing right now. I meant to walk down to introduce myself to you... Then I woke up crying...

My car got towed!

I went to Oakland with bro, mom, and grandma to eat lunch there. I drove my own car to a street and parked at a metered parking area. There seemed to be a lot of construction going on around that block but I thought it would be fine to park there. So I went to have a nice lunch with my family and walk around Chinatown for a bit to shop for groceries. When i came back about 5 hrs later, my car was GONE! I noticed the meter was gone as well! A group of construction men and a construction zone tape and car have replaced the area where I was parking! Then I went to pick up my car at the place they towed it to. Got there and there was a lot full of cars and saw mine in the first row. So it was my turn, and I noticed the back bumper and trunk cover was completely missing. Weird, the guy who got my car grabbed the parts from my trunk and just replaced it back into place. When it came time to pay, the owner spoke only spanish and didn't really understand english much. He first charged me I think was $800 something dollars. I tried to speak to him calmly to say that must be a mistake, can you please calculate. Then he gives me a higher number $1000 something. I start to get upset at this point and asked for someone else for help. Next, he gives me this outrageous amount $2000 something dollars. I was raving at this point screaming how ridiculous this is and how these numbers are coming up. I'm holding up the line screaming at the top of my lungs how the hell do you run business here! Then the wife comes screaming and I'm like explain please! In. S.F. for just 5 hrs it does not cost that much. I understand Oakland is a different place blablabla. Where are your wall prices charge per hr. Soooo upset I cried because I said I just got laid off, no job, trying to save money and you're trying to rip me off! Then my mom and bro comes up in their red car. She comes out of the car, walks over to take a picture like she's some kind of tourist. I was not in the mood because I was so angry and she has no idea what was going on. Then I woke up! Woke up upset!

My friend shot me in the stomach...

I had a weird dream...I was at a mall with some friends, all of a sudden I start running and noticed I was being chased. I run through the mall and finally reach outside and fall over a step and land on my back. Then my friend is over me with a gun. He shoots me in the stomach....and I wake up to pain in my stomach in the exact spot I got shot... Very very weird. What's that mean?