Wednesday, June 10, 2009
Woke up crying...
I was in a school setting. I went to see this female doctor often for my checkups. I remember the doctor offered me a job to be her personal office assistant knowing that I had gotten laid off from my previous job. She asked for me to start the next day to help out with some things and prepare for my interview with her department head. So I came in the next day, helped out in the office with another girl that was working there. I come out and walk through this narrow path towards the doctor and these group of people. Suddenly this man is walking up the the same path and was giving me a disappointed look. To the left of me were 2 chairs, and the man commented, "This is not looking good, you will not do so well." Then he gave me a "you're useless" look face. Then it was time for the interview. I went to sit down alone at the table near the back of the room which looked like a cafeteria. There were a lot of people and it was very noisy. Up walked an older man in a suit who sits next to me. He appeared to be the department head and started the interviewing process and asked me what experience I had in the Media industry which was completely unrelated to the position. I replied screaming my response to him that I've worked for YouTube in the past and Google AdSense and explained what I did. Then the mean man walks in towards our table with the female doctor. At that moment I just felt really sad. How someone can be so mean and say mean things to a stranger he never even met and started judging me. Saying things that I can't do the job, terrible, etc. I responded respectfully and teary eyed that I've been laid off, just trying to find a job to support myself, do you want to beat me down while I am still down? You're right, I have nothing right now. I meant to walk down to introduce myself to you... Then I woke up crying...
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